New Routine
Petrov (NC)
Somehow my bones drifted apart
And it's no one's fault that I lost myself
My head doesn't want to rest on my own shoulders again
I can't be drunk alone with my thoughts and gin
Just learn to relax
Drink the hot water rolling off my back
Make me a new routine
Break the old habits enveloping me
My voice cracks on how to say this right
I'll never trust myself
When selfish thoughts react
I've done myself in again
I turned into the demon
I've sworn to always rise against