Mistakes

Mistakes, I think I'm about to make
Feelin' disgraced, cause the mood contstantly changes
Wanna feel safe, but the challenge is the way
'Nother a mistake that I made, but the smile stays on my face
Mistakes, I know that I will remake
Learning nothing, cause my progress got erased
Feeling tired and sleeping less every damn day
'Nother a mistake that I made, but the smile stays on my face
Yeah, am I going the right way?
Cause lately every day I'm feeling like such a mistake, are these feelings just misplaced
Can't see the difference, of right or wrong, that's why my head aches
I'm feeling like a failure, even though I know I'm not
Nothing more frustrating than to see a loved one giving up
Keep on running forward, because I'm so good at feeling stuck
Wont surrender to this feeling anymore, cause I'm in charge
I hope that I won't change my mind, cause lying in bed is such a waste of time
Living life like that is making me feel dead inside
But school was even worse because I was so terrified
Of everyone's opinion on me, Mr. S who was a bully
Every day spend in a hoodie, headphones on, listen to music
Doing nothing but excusing while I'm skipping school perfusely,
dropping out just felt so spooky
But since then I'm self-improving
Yeah, losing all my patience, fed up with the fucking choices that I keep on making
Keep on learning lessons, but it's such a waste of time if I just don't embrace them, nah
Mistakes, I think I'm about to make
Feelin' disgraced, cause the mood contstantly changes
Wanna feel safe, but the challenge is the way
'Nother a mistake that I made, but the smile stays on my face
Mistakes, I know that I will remake
Learning nothing, cause my progress got erased
Feeling tired and sleeping less every damn day
'Nother a mistake that I made, but the smile stays on my face
Slowly becoming the person that I always wanted to be
And life's making way more sense now, since I started to live and to follow my dreams
Not everything will go as planned,
Hold yourself back 'cause you're scared, feel like your existence's damned
Lies you tell yourself in bed,
I dont really understand
I was hopeful, now I'm sad, started with a good intent
Just to mess it up again
I know that I got a tendency to start and forget everything
Use all my time just to bury this project I was carrying
Repeat this mistake constantly, but getting where I wanna be
Eventhough I'm the enemy, nobody's ever stopping me
It's not an if, it's a when
Am I finally living the life that I've planned
Let me work on it, damn
Give me a minute, cause right now you are holding me back
Still losing all my patience, fed up with the fucking choices that I keep on making
Will I learn my lesson, cause I keep on wasting time by asking stupid questions, yeah
Mistakes, I think I'm about to make
Feelin' disgraced, cause the mood contstantly changes
Wanna feel safe, but the challenge is the way
'Nother a mistake that I made, but the smile stays on my face
Mistakes, I know that I will remake
Learning nothing, cause my progress got erased
Feeling tired and sleeping less every damn day
'Nother a mistake that I made, but the smile stays on my face
Mistakes, I think I'm about to make
Feelin' disgraced, cause the mood contstantly changes
Wanna feel safe, but the challenge is the way
'Nother a mistake that I made, but the smile stays on my face
Mistakes, I know that I will remake
Learning nothing, cause my progress got erased
Feeling tired and sleeping less every damn day
'Nother a mistake that I made, but the smile stays on my face