Forgive Me

I don't wanna lie no more, deceit from me tends to hold me from the light
Contemplating the nights when I had you by my side, it's alright, it's okay
Because I don't wanna die no more, manifest times, got me on the rise, learn to love in life
So we can catch a flight, take it to the skies, in the moonlight's where you'll find me, and then the spotlights start to blind me
It's tough without you, where would I be? But it's not you who defines me, so I'll try me
If I fall asleep today, then where were you tonight? Cause all the games you played begin to come out in the light
The fashion and the fame took hold upon your sight, all I had to say was you reminded me that you
You, You wanna try something new, but I don't got the time for loving you, and there's nothing left to do
So please forgive me, cause I
Cause I'm just a young man who's looking for what's best for me
And every single step along the way has been a guess to me
The legacy I'm trying to leave behind, bringing my ecstasy
The masterpiece I'm trying to design, shaping my destiny
The melody of all
I hold on to the king, and so the rest of me won't fall
The heart without a key is just a recipe dissolved
But the heart is all I need, just to give it to you all without taking time
Do we need to pray? I call my daddy in the celly, tell him it's okay.
But do I know his struggle? Do I really know his pain
I haven't seen his face, but his voice can tell me that he's been through enough to change
So I took the time, made amends, and then I listened
The only time I had a piece of mind was in the kitchen
I'm looking for the signs, that'll shine a premonition
But my grandma always told me if I got it, I could give it
So I gave it my all, the sign of the call
I'm looking for the seat to fall in peace and feel the beat of it all
Because we dream of limousines and all the luxury malls
Still, that ain't even enough, but it ain't even too far
My life's a job to me, if you can't make the ride, you can catch me from the TV screen
To be the chosen one, you gotta live to see the prophecy
It's odd to me to miss the opportunity of truth
But that's enough about my ways, I'll reflect it back to you
You wanna try something new, but I don't got the time for loving you, and there's nothing left to do
So please forgive me, cause I
I know I've said a thousand times
But you've maintained within my mind
I think I'll stay and fall asleep
If I got you, do you got me