Cynical Serenade

[Chorus 1]
My life's a mess, but I smile for the camera
Have them second guess if they couldn't care less
If I'm on my own don't call me a loner
Yeah, I've got the world wrapped around my finger

[Verse 1]
I'll kill them with a smile, have you wrapped up in denial
Do you believe me yet? I'm heaven sent
I'm painting this illusion, have you spun up in delusion
To keep you in the know of how low I'll go

[Chorus 2]
My plastic soul's to blame
Yeah, my lonely heart has gone down the drain
This is my cynical serenade and I'm bleeding out

[Verse 2]
I take pictures with my friends 'cause I'm a tad bit insecure
No one believe you when you tell them living life is such a bore
A hollow smile's already what I've got
And I can't keep bleeding out, it's got me singing

[Chorus 2]
My plastic soul's to blame
Yeah, my lonely heart has gone down the drain
This is my cynical serenade and I'm bleeding out

[Bridge]
Can't even sleep, at least when I'm on my own
'Cause somewhere in between your sofa cushions is where I feel at home
What's one more lie if you can't even see right through me?

[Chorus 1]
My life's a mess, but I smile for the camera
Have them second guess if they couldn't care less
If I'm on my own don't call me a loner
Yeah, I've got the world wrapped around my finger

[Chorus 2]
And my plastic soul's to blame
Yeah, my lonely heart has gone down the drain
This is my cynical serenade
This is a failure I will masquerade
This is my cynical serenade and I'm bleeding out