Skyfall

Cashing out on the laptop, I got items in my cart
They would tell me play my role, until I gave up my part
Gave up acting kept it real, now they say I have no heart
Used to look up and say prayers til' I saw the sky turned dark
Now the Skyez is looking black
Every time I opened up I felt I was getting attacked
People swore they had my back
Switched my number on the low, they was giving out my jack
Now just like the sky my heart is turning black, that's a fact
I'm not who I was
I hate who I loved
I hate how I am
They don't understand
They don't get my pain
They don't feel my hurt
Man I think it's strange
They don't see my worth
I'm pulling up with a Need for Speed
I just got my first account all before the only card I had was a EBT
I hate that we went through them hard times
I remember laying in the hospital hoping I'd get a straight heart line
It was days that I hated that I lived
Wish I'd could sleep through it all because I loved the dark that was inside my eyelids
So much goes under these words like a company contract with bullets and fine print
And I ain't never wanna sign out
It's so much that I️ wanna type out
But I️ hate that we living in right now
Yeah I️ hate that we living in right now

I done messed up in the past but these days I'm doing straight
I️ swear everything got real when I️ deaded all the fakes
People love to make things right when they know that it's too late
If they asking how I'm doing let em know I'm doing great
Doing great doing great doing great
If they asking how I'm doing man I'm straight
I️ show love even though I'm getting hate
But even though let em' know I'm doing great

Take a snapshot, what's a backdrop cause I'm mad good
I throw the pose up and they roll up like a backwood
Now the Skyez black, they know I'm back with the black hood
I'm really from Brooklyn I️'m from the Sty, so it's no reason that imma act hood
Man I️ been there but I️ left that
I️ remember I️ was all upset back
In the M but I️ moved to NY cause I️ felt that it was a setback
I️ was so advanced in my school, that my teachers would fail me so I'd get left back
They hated uptop so they tried gunshots, but I️ didn't wanna get my head tapped
I️ can't be trapped in this mind state
I️ wanna pull up in a i8
I'm tryna leave all the kids and hit the hidden hills where it's lambo's in drive ways
Claiming they know where they going & if life's a phone they say that they line straight
But they don't know what they walking into just like a blind date
If you searched my heart man it's nowhere that you could really find hate
Cause I️ got love
But I️ swear that it's never noticed
This is why good people go play the field, because they realize they never focus
This why the cycle continues, people get dropped, and exes keep popping up
This is why I️ can't be cuffed, I️ never like feds and I️ really can't lock it up, but...

Girl I'm not one of them guys, no I'm not one of them guys
You playing games, my vision not 20/20 but know that I see through the lies
You say I'm a snack, I'm not the main part of the meal, you want me there on the side
I'm not gon' sit and get cold while you nibble on a burger, cause I'm way better than fries
And that got me hurt, cause I️ know I'm way better
So baby don't ask for my hoodie, when you left me out in the cold with no sweater
Everything's temporary I️ swear nothing's forever, and now I️ think I️ shoulda waited
My brother always told me that it's many fish in the ocean, but I️ hit your line and got baited
And now I️ hate it
Girl I️ don't know how to feel
That's just me keeping it real
I️ told you I️'m not good with promises
Yet you ain't keep up your end of the deal
Girl you ain't keep up your end of the deal
That's just me keeping it real
That's just me keeping it real

Never tried to look all weak but it was moments where I cried
Where I wish I woulda died, where I wish I woulda lied
Where I wish I didn't let go of my pride
Now I got angelic voices on the track just to release demons inside
Now it's moments when I struggle man these days I barely pray
I get on my knees and fold my hands but don't know what to say
I get up out of frustration ain't said nothing in a minute
Feel I wasted so much time if I tried he wouldn't listen
Every problem that I faced, figured out all on my own
When my pops had kicked me out, went and found another home
When my mom just wouldn't listen I found someone else to talk to
Every obstacle they set in my path had to walk through
And I never needed help, no I never needed people
Cause I saw if you did good, that they'd always do you evil
They would always do me grime, then they'd ask me if I'm fine
After they know that they played, and they wasted so much time
This is Skyfall
She say I changed up, I had to hang up, I hate that I called
This is Skyfall
This is Skyfall
She say I changed up, I had to hang up, I hate that I called
This is Skyfall
This is Skyfall
BlvckSkyez, BlvckSkyez
They seen me fall
They hate I rise
They thought I lost
I got my prize
I'm on the rise
BlvckSkyez, BlvckSkyez