I'm Breaking

I feel like I'm breaking
I'm broken
I'm open
To all of the demons
In my head
To take me over
And they taking me over
And they taking me over
And they taking me over
I feel like I'm breaking
The world's looking different
I can't get a grip on what's real and what's fiction
My blood's filled with ten-thousand volts and I'm glitching
I'm glitching
Can't trust my vision
Give me pills to make me slow down
Worried everything's a simulation
Play my part until I run out
How much worse is death than what I'm facing?
Can't look at the phone inside my hand
If it starts ringing, swear that it's the end
Buzzing but I never took a hit
Wish that I could peel away my skin
I need comfort
But if you touch me
I swear to God, I'm out my mind
Under cover
Pretend that I know what I'm doing
It's a lie
Overthinking
Over-complicating
Every foot I walk
And that's a lot
'Cause I keep moving
Afraid the world will end if I
Everything is meant to be
It's got a reason
I don't know it but it's destiny
I can't control it
So I'm floating through a life-like
Version of my life, like I'm dreaming
Too afraid to sleep
'Cause I can't move when I wake up
But it's the only time my lungs work by themselves
Move my toes, make my way up
Keep my eye closed, terrified to see hell
I'm not well
I feel like I'm breaking
I'm broken
I'm open to dangerous notions
I'm not well
Why can't I breathe?
Am I choking?
I'm going insane by myself
Give me pills to make me slow down
Worried everything's a simulation
Play my part until I run out
How much worse is death than what I'm facing?
Can't look at the phone inside my hand
If it starts ringing, swear that it's the end
Buzzing but I never took a hit
Wish that I could peel away my skin
I feel like I'm breaking
The world's looking different
I can't get a grip on what's real and what's fiction
My blood's filled with ten-thousand volts and I'm glitching
I'm glitching
Can't trust my vision