who do you want me to be?

Can we go back to the time that we met?
Cause I wish I knew what I know now
I know it sounds strange, but I know now
Everything I could change so you'd love me
Why am I so strange?
I pretend every day

I know we'll never go back to the way things were
To the ways things were
I'm too much because I love you
I don't know what to do
How the fuck do I act?

Who do you want me to be?
Who do you want me to be?
I'll be anything for you
I'll even change myself
Cause I know I'm not what you want

And I just can't say I'm not over complicating
My mind is racing and I'm so faded from numbing the pain and
You've made your point so clear
I know our end is near
And I keep trying to do anything to get you to notice me

Who do you want me to be?
Who do you want me to be?
I'll be anything for you
Who do you want me to be?
Who do you want me to be?
I'll be anything for you
I'll even change myself

Tell me that you're gonna change
You just tell me what to say
I feel like I'm in a cage
You never loved me anyway

Doesn't matter what I change
You'll still always be the same
Why was I so fucking lame?
I deserve someone who will love me
for who I am
Was it ever real to you?
Was it ever real to you?

Tell me that you're gonna change
You just tell me what to say
I feel like I'm in a cage
You never loved me anyway

Doesn't matter what I change
You'll still always be the same

Doesn't matter what I change
You'll still always be the same
Why was I so fucking lame?
You never loved me away

I never will escape the pain
I just wish I ran away