If I died today
Feel like if I died today
I would die happy
Feel like I could stop the rain
Feel like I could see again
When I’m taking in the rays
Sunshine flickers off my blade
Know that I can’t stay the same
Know that I can’t fucking change
But promised my mum I won’t let her down
I promised my mum I would make her proud
So I flew out to Stockholm
Ripped jeans, macbook and a microphone
Ion even know when I’m fucking coming home
My bby worry when I’m all up on my fucking own
My mind runs till I don’t know where I’m fucking going
Weak lungs, tight chest, broke backbone
Take a whole tray but I don’t condone
Getting head while a wherе my fucking headphones
You know I worry till I feel it in my stomach
You know I wake up and feel likе nothing
You know the pain make me feeling like cutting
Got a bloodstained blade that don’t come up in discussion
You know the pain make me feel nothing
Got a blood stained blade that don’t come up in discussion
It don’t come up in discussion
Bby know I feel nothing…
Cause I took too many pills again
I took too many pills…
Feel like if I died today
I would die happy
Feel like I could stop the rain
Feel like I could see again
When I’m taking in the rays
Sunshine flickers off my blade
Know that I can’t stay the same
Know that I can’t fucking change