My Ex Did Cocaine

[Intro]
(There ain't nothing I can do about that, but I'm always acting so sad, I gotta do this)

[Verse]
I don't wanna be around no more
I just wanna sit on the ground some more
I just wanna pick up the pills one more time
Smoke blow till I can't feel no more
I've been two years clean but I feel so gross
I be kissing on goth girls, coke in their nose
But no one knows that I feel like a ghost
Blowing ghosts in my face when I hang with my bros
Hard being sober surrounded by drugs
Go to the party, I'm posting it up
Back of the club, and I cry like a hoe
And I cry in the dark cause' I'm missing my bro
2018, so close to a casket
Never thought death was a thing till I passed it
I watched my friend get put into thе ground
Held all my crying, but where is it now?
I got to thеrapy, I got depression
But I'm getting tired of answering questions
Looking for answers that I cannot find
End of the day I'm just wasting my time
Shawty want love, well me too
I just do what I got to do
Talk for a week and then we're making out
Make it out of the pain and she breaking it down
She crush a line, I make lines on my wrist
She getting blood on her mouth and we kiss
We're finding love in familiar ways
But now that it's over there's nothing but pain

[Outro]
I'm staying the same
She don't know my name
I'm stuck in this pain
I'm making it out