Sunbeams

I'm sippin' on Codien so much
I feel it war with my liver
My flow on deliver
I'm making my money
Got time on my wrist
I'm feelin' so spicy I might take a pic
I iced out my neck feel so cold as I drip
I iced out my body I look like a freezer
She said she need space
She said I could leave her
She stop splitting wood
I took off like a tweezer

Gas in my lungs help me breathe a lil' easier
Smackin' the side of the earth like a meteor
Impede on getting that paper get speedier
Mobbin my boys but you watching like t.v (yurr)

They screamin' as I walk like I'm in the arena
I'm pale lookin' like a ghost my name is Cena
She keepin' me calm help me think like Athena
I keep her in Bebe to match her Adina

We typically talkin' bout smokin' that weed
The only thing keeping my feelings intact
The fact that I'm feeling these feelings I feel
I noticed lately I been feelin' detached
Her visions dance around inside my mind
I'm in a chokehold I be feelin' attacked
The glass 'round my heart it's in need of repair
Nights in my mind I be feelin' it crack

Got PTSD from all love that has failed
We all got our strengths and our weaknesses
My heart she keepin' it
Sickly in love
Wheres my head where's my reasoning?
One last sunrise in my time It's the evening

Feel like the man for her love I persist
Feel it's the reason that pseudo exists
Sometimes I feel she's the one I been missin'
All of my music's a story just listen

Click pause on our lives
Play it back and resume
When I see her face I be over the moon
I take a shower, another new hour
I'm feeling her power
I think I've been swooned

Sometimes with love feel like I have been fumbling
Mind underwater I think I hear mumbling
Pick up the torches I'm tired of running it
Back to a normal life, I might succumb to it

Wonder if later on I'll be okay
I'm only 15 and I'm feeling this way
I'm in the next era I'm feelin' this wave
I level up feel I'm in the next phase

Outro:
(I keep her in bebe to match her adina)

We typically talkin' bout smokin' that weed

The only thing keeping my feelings intact

The fact that I'm feeling these feelings I feel

I noticed lately I been feelin' detached

Her visions dance around inside my mind

I'm in a chokehold I be feelin' attacked

The glass 'round my heart it's in need of repair

Nights in my mind I be feelin' it crack