Totally Fine

Hiding out of a back of a parking lot
A thousand choices that I probably should've called off
Fixate on every little thing
I don't eat, I don't sleep, I don't do anything

Lately, I've started to feel like I'm slowly dying
And if I'm being real, I don't even mind
Whether I'm at my worst, or I'm totally fine

Obliterated and I'm standing on this landmine
On autopilot I dial her parent's landline
Better or worse she always tells the honest truth
Says life is unkind
But then again, so are you (so are you)

Lately, I've started to feel like I'm slowly dying
And if I'm being real, I don't even mind
I was holding back 'cause I just couldn't decide
Whether I'm at my worst or I'm totally fine

I've got all I need
Except a way to sleep at night
Pushing through the deep
I've got all I need but still

Lately, I've started to feel like I'm slowly dying
And if I'm being real, I don't even mind
I was holding back 'cause I just couldn't decide
Whether I'm at my worst or I'm totally fine (woo)

You're never totally fine (ahh-ahh)
I'm never totally fine (ahh-ahh)
We're never totally fine (ahh-ahh)

Ooh, lately, I've started to feel like I'm slowly dying (ahh-ahh)
And if I'm being real, I don't even mind (ahh-ahh)
I was holding back 'cause I just couldn't decide (ahh-ahh)
Whether I'm at my worst or I'm totally fine (ahh-ahh)