Mä en R****** Sua

I'm not an affection retard,
I've got feelings,
But I close my mouth for feelings.
Which one I'll punish, mouth or feelings,
Because I can't speak
I can just bump
I can't say "my love",
No I can't, I'll take it back
It's such an ugly word
How drunk I'll be and you'll come to me,
I'll swallow it down.
Am I bitter sloping
I think I needed something more true,
I still got my brains
And I'll let my brains to intruct my senses,
If I don't see you, smell you,
Hear you, I can't fell in love.
Flower I'll let you fade,
I'll kill you from my heart, I don't miss you.

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I don't miss; your smell,
I don't want; next to you,
I don't believe; your lies,
I don't yearn; not much.
Times are variable,
I broke your flower-pot,
You made me so tired,
Have to close the shutter.
I won't let
My cheeks get wet, I refuse
That feeling funny;
I don't love you.

It didn't work out right,
I feel clean.
What do you have on your consciousness?
I knew you
But I didn't know well.
You turned to something else
That picture I have
That's the one I loved before
Now that picture is a memory, not before.
That was before my wife, children and bonds
But it's gone because you are too.
I was so sure and that's how it's gonna be,
When jump out of flip-flop, it will stay,
And suddenly now if I'll be asked
Feelings are away and they will be.
I'm not bitter because it's over,
I'm bitter because you were.
You took my time and pulled it past,
And time is money and I want the money back.

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I ripped up your letters.
On the film you taunt the memories, fuck it.
Before I would die for you
And rise from the dead
To remove your pain
I would have ran all the way to Africa
If you would had looked at me so lovingly.
You have a mask on your face,
I'll cut it to pieces,
Under it you won't smile so mesmerizingly.
I don't need you
I'll be sure about it more and more
Salt won't be able to get in my scars
You don't need to be offended
I loved you,
But I don't love anymore
I don't love anyone
Ever again, so thanks for that!

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