Leaving Dramatics

It's been hardly days since I've said how I feel
Until yesterday, thought my whole life was new
I can finally say that I love you, that I miss you
That I need you certainly
But now my essence is spinning, spinning away
And I can't keep chasing your memory
Around and around and around and around and around in my head
Waiting for you to make up your mind
I've felt this way before, and
You seem like you know what you're doing to me
And you never could make the simple words feel right
My whole life around the way you give yourself
I've been safe and sound in my own selfish void
But I've finally found that I hate you, I despise you
Please don't give it away today
But now my essence is spinning, spinning away
And I can't keep chasing your memory
Around and around and around and around and around in my head
Waiting for you to make up your mind
I've felt this way before, and
You seem like you know what you're doing to me
And you never could make the simple words feel right
And I'll take my time
Put your lips to mine
You'll never grow cold from fear again
But you'll grieve the day that I won't stay
And then you'll realize
(Then you'll realize)
That what we had was exactly what you were looking for
And I can't keep chasing your memory
Around and around and around and around and around in my head
Waiting for you to make up your mind
I've felt this way before, and
You seem like you know what you're doing to me
And you never could make the simple words feel right