That's Why

I stand in line again
Waiting for the band to play
And he hates every word out of my mouth
But listens to me anyway
Thought I glowed for a little while
Thought he liked my brain
But I’m not all that pretty and I can see it in his eyes
He doesn’t want me at his place
After class, she’s a mess, get some rest
You look really fucking tired
I guess that’s cause I haven’t slept
And it’s been a long while since I
Felt like my eyes could finally see
Like somebody actually wanted me
You might think that’s stupid
But in my mind it’s what it’s telling me
Felt like you wanted to hold my hand
I wanna talk to my friends again
But I pushed everyone away
I guess that’s why nobody stayed
Im sorry if I say sorry a million times
Im sorry that right now I just apologized
I kind of have this tendency to think everyone hates me
If you think it’s annoying you think of how much it’s fucking killing me
After class, she’s a mess, get some rest
You look really fucking tired
I guess that’s cause I haven’t slept
And it’s been a long while since I
Felt like my eyes could finally see
Like somebody actually wanted me
You might think that’s stupid
But in my mind it’s what it’s telling me
Felt like you wanted to hold my hand
I wanna talk to my friends again
But I pushed everyone away
I guess that’s why nobody stayed
Felt like my eyes could finally see
I never like the person staring back at me
You might think it’s stupid
I get it, it’s pretty stupid
Felt like my eyes could finally see
Like somebody actually wanted me
You might think that’s stupid
But in my mind it’s what it’s telling me
Felt like you wanted to hold my hand
I wanna talk to my friends again
But I pushed everyone away
And oh god if you could just please stay
But I push everyone away
I guess that’s why nobody stays