tiny talks

If I don't believe in faith
Does that change the way that
the sky looks down on me?
If I can't convince myself of luck
I've never won a raffle basket
but I bought so many tickets
And I don't think my dad's still here
Maybe he just doesn't show up cause he knows I'm scared of ghosts
And I don't think he likes my new songs anyways
I know it's not the time to be scared
But I can't help but hide when people stare
Maybe they think I eat too many carbs and calories
And I have all these expectations
When I was six, I wanted forty different mansions
Now I can't even rent an apartment
I don't believe in 2nd chances
I've given four, five, even seven
People never really change
And I don't think my dad's still here
Maybe he just doesn't show up cause he knows I'm scared of ghosts
And I don't even think he likes me anymore
I know it's not the time to be scared
But I can't help but hide when people stare
Maybe if I sit down, the world will just stop noticing me
And I have all these expectations
When I was six, I wanted forty different mansions
Now I can't even rent an apartment
I know it's not the time to be scared
But I can't help but hide when people stare
I'm not doing what is best for me