Let Myself Go
Whenever my phone rings
I want to throw it out
I don’t want to watch a movie
I just want to leave this town
But it’s not that easy for me
To let myself go
I meet people all the time
But the conversation is dull
It’s not that i don’t like them
It’s all just getting old
Cause it’s not that easy for me
To let myself go
I feel completely sorry
To all the girls that i have known
As soon as things get settled
I want “some time alone”
Cause it’s not that easy for me
To let myself go
Suicide’s an option
But a bad one, i’ve been told
Still i’m always left believing
That if i could be so bold…
But i’m not quite able
To let myself go