Scream For Me

[Verse 1]
At first I wanted to make this my apology
But now I turned it into my soliloquy
Once again, every time I try to make it right
It just ends up being all about me
I wanted to tell my friends I'm really fucking sorry
Cuz I was never good at conceding my wrongdoings
I wanna admit sometimes I'm very fucking shitty
But I'm scared of having to bathe in their pity
My self esteem's at an all time great
And yet I still suffer from my own shame
Being held accountable affects my mood for the whole day
And I only apologise to take that sadness away

[Chorus]
If you can relate
If you somеtimes feel the same
Can you scrеam for me
Scream your head out for me
But tell me you're alright
Tell me you won't fucking die
Can you scream for me
Scream your head out for
Won't you shout
Loud enough to pop your eyes out
Say it loud and proud
So I can know what you're about
But tell me you're alright
Tell me you won't fucking die
Can you, scream for me
Scream your head out for me

[Verse 2]
And no matter how raw I'd like to get
I'll always end up drowning my sorrow in effects
Let a plangent instrumental cover up my regret
I'm not even sad while I write this I feel like an emotionless wreck
And yet that's not what I try to project
Maybe I'll tear up while recording but I won't tell you how it went
Sometimes I want more problems just so I can write more songs about 'em
Even if they'd have me endlessly crying in my bed
There's more shit that I wish I could say
But I don't cuz I can't think of how to rhyme it
But why does it matter? I'm just digging deeper into my brain
Just to explain my self-ridicule with more self-aware bullshit
It's a game I can't win, it's the cup I can't drink
The game of perfecting art turns to perfecting how I think
And I wish I could say I'm ok with my flaws
But I'm too afraid I'll harm others more

[Chorus]
If you can relate
If you sometimes feel the same
Can you scream for me
Scream your head out for me
But tell me you're alright
Tell me you won't fucking die
Can you, scream for me
Scream your head out for
Won't you shout
Loud enough to pop your eyes out
Say it loud and proud
So I can know what you're about
But tell me you're alright
Tell me you won't fucking die
Can you, scream for me
Scream your head out for me