jaded

Intoxicated
Self-medicated
Impulsive decisions
I'm lacking in patience
Don't know why I feel, I'm feeling jaded
Jaded
Intoxicated
Self-medicated
Impulsive decisions
I'm lacking in patience
Don't know what to feel, I'm feeling jaded
Where can I lay my head?
Thoughts they come and go, things better left unsaid
Said some things to regret, damn
Lens getting out of focus
Solo, keep under the surface
Gone off the deep end
Trying to be the best version
Same old mistakes with new persons
Guess that's my demise, no surprise
It's time for curtains
That pill is too hard to swallow
But shit if it's working, keep it in motion
At least I know one things for certain
Rolling rolling rolling rolling my days away
To tell the truth, do I dare to play it safe
So what if I came to play
Northern lights, dark shade
On my lonely on a day to day
Is it night and is it day
They starting to look the same
But nothing was the same
Nothing really is the same