Beauty Is Pain

For Sapphire
Beauty through my eyes is pain
Even though I try to remove all my pain
Know nothing will ever stay same
Just wait it out cuz all is now destined to change
My beauty is my pain
I knew a time I ain’t have a single thing to eat
Held down I was stuck in the coral reef
Or held back in the 8th for the way I think
So I skipped school I preferred to run the streets
That’s the only route it took me
Gained fame from lames and a couple school bullies
Mindset flipped no crip I see em bloody
I need my space
Please nobody fucking touch me
Brain dead my temple is brain dead
My memory been fried from shit that was unsaid
I thought that I loved you
But how could I love you
I don’t even love me
I look right above you
I’m wasting time from my prime trying to play these games
Through your veins is running lies so ain’t nothing changed
Time to fall so it all ends the same
After beauty and the pain there’s nothing left but the pain
Beauty through my eyes is pain
Even though I try to remove all my pain
Know nothing will ever stay same
Just wait it out cuz all is now destined to change
My beauty is my pain
Beauty through my eyes is pain
Even though I try to remove all my pain
Know nothing will ever stay same
Just wait it out cuz all is now destined to change
My beauty is my pain