Circles

All I know is solitary
It's hard for them to reach me through these walls
And I can't really force a smile
I've been alone for quite awhile
Heartbreak and betrayal
I've been through it all
Through it all

I'm walking in circles I know
I know
I know
I know
I'm making this harder on myself
But I can't handle all this weight
Punishing me for my mistakes
And no one's there to catch me if I fall

But I keep it movin
You might need me but I'm clueless
We're not on the same page, that's what you told me
Remember
Don't you remember
Watch how I do this
Taking trips, droppin the new whips
I wasn't good enough for you to stick around
Remember

One too many shots of d'usse on the table
They keep rollin the blunts and I smoke em until I'm able
To forget all the things
Your name
And all the reasons why I loved you
Reasons why I loved you, uh
Takin a breath, easin my mind I find it funny how
I'm fucked up and you're fine, but it's ugly how
You prolly never loved me in the first place
Did you

I'm walking in circles I know
I know
I'm making this harder on myself
Making it harder for me
But I can't handle all this weight
Punishing me for my mistakes
And no one's there to catch me if I fall
Oh if I fall

You went away
Nothin to say, now
No one to save you
You can't save yourself