daydreams (nightmares)

Sipping potions, oh
Sipping potions, oh
Sipping potions, oh
Sipping potions, oh

I stay awake in the night
Mostly just frightened, all of these sights
And all of these demons
All of this light
And they're just outside and I can't hide
Now its so bright it feels like I'm dying
Say that you love me, I know that you're lying
And no one will help me until I'm crying
But I don't know I can't decide
I took another pill yesterday
Fell down the stairs and gave myself some aches
Knew that shit would get me fucked up
But I like the shit that's laced
Get together, pat you down
I get your money, pass it out
Xan's in socks and bands in couch
I don't really give a fuck if you don't like me
Cuz nobody asked you now

Dogs still barking, I can't sleep
And I haven't had any dreams
I've been high for the past three weeks
And I don't even know what's going on or who is speaking
Always tweaking, weekdays and the weekends
Always faded, like when the fuck the week ends?
On class, on pills
At least then I could feel
On gin, when I feel
At least then I could feel
At least then I could feel
Can you hear it in my voice?
Ima die and its my choice
I don't have a purpose anymore and I know that's my choice
Lost my will to live
I don't give a fuck, take a sip
Smoke this, smoke that
Crush a pill, pull it back
I need that more then I need racks
I need death my final rest
So you want beef and I don't wear no vest
If I die it was for the best
I throw up
I walk softly, and I still suck
I can't be happy when I'm sitting duck
You say love me I could give a fuck
Sipping potions
Weed I'm smoking
Addy's rolled
I don't know

I stay awake in the night
Mostly just frightened, all of these sights
And all of these demons
All of this light
And they're just outside and I can't hide
Now its so bright it feels like I'm dying
Say that you love me, I know that you're lying
And no one will help me until I'm crying
But I don't know I can't decide
I took another pill yesterday
Fell down the stairs and gave myself some aches
Knew that shit would get me fucked up
But I like the shit that's laced
Get together, pat you down
I get your money, pass it out
Xan's in socks and bands in couch
I don't really give a fuck if you don't like me
Cuz nobody asked you now

I don't remember asking you
I hate caps
And you know its cute
And then when I lap you, you say its rude
You hardly working while I self produce
Take my frustration out again on all my friends and family too
I got a note I wanna share it
Feel so fucked that you can't bare it
Dogs still barking, I can't sleep
And I haven't had any dreams
I've been high for the past three weeks
And I don't even know what's going on or who is speaking
Always tweaking, weekdays and the weekends
Always faded, like when the fuck the week ends?

I stay awake in the night
Mostly just frightened, all of these sights
And all of these demons
All of this light
And they're just outside and I can't hide
Now its so bright it feels like I'm dying
Say that you love me, I know that you're lying
And no one will help me until I'm crying
But I don't know I can't decide