famous

I thought that i finally made it
I guess that i was mistaken
So i guess i'm back to faking
Its still fuck my life yes i hate it
Nothing will ever just change
And, fuck i don't wanna be famous
Cause ill probably still fucking hate it
And i swear to god money won't change this
I might just go buy a Xanax
I might just go buy another
I might just go kick the bucket
Yeah, i don't wanna fly
These days all i wanna do is just die
I wake up and cry
They tell me i should stay alive
But not for me
But not for me

I pop enough pills to drop dead
I just wanna be in my coffin
This life it is so exhausting
I already ran out of options
I'm left to myself everyday just to think
What the fuck you think that doing to me?
Yeah, i could just cut both my wrists over sinks
And no one would even know i was deceased
Fuck do you mean?
Fuck do you mean that you cared about me?
You never checked it on me
And then when you did you was just lying and shit
And i'm losing faith in all of my friends
I don't send a text cause they don't reply
You say that you there
But then you ain't there
And i'm at rock bottom yeah this is despair
I feel so fucking ashamed
Everyone left me behind
The eye of the storm felt nice
But now i ain't hanging on right
I'm picking the day that ill end my life
I wish that i had a gun
I wish that i could just go blow my brains
I wish that i could just die
But i might just have to take it with blades
And when i kill myself don't come to my grave
Ill spit on your face
Disturbing my peace
You're all in my face
You're all in my way
Its all of the space i got
Its all of the room i got
This coffin i try to rock
Yeah

I thought that i finally made it
I guess that i was mistaken
So i guess i'm back to faking
Its still fuck my life yes i hate it
Nothing will ever just change
And, fuck i don't wanna be famous
Cause ill probably still fucking hate it
And i swear to god money won't change this
I might just go buy a Xanax
I might just go buy another
I might just go kick the bucket
Yeah, i don't wanna fly
These days all i wanna do is just die
I wake up and cry
They tell me i should stay alive
But not for me
But not for me