Why?
Love injection
Blank reflection
I've lived my life in misery
False intentions
Pain addiction
10 years wasted out on me
Still waiting
Frustrating
For my infliction to receive
Still fading
Still crumbling
Deterioration will never cease
Why? Why must I go on living?
Why? Why must I endure the pain I'm in?
Free will to do what I want
I don't remember wanting this
Pain pills I take what I want
Who cares I no longer believe
Still crying
Denying
This motherfucker's controlling
Still trying
Still searching
For meaning, fucking impossible to find
Why? Why must I go on living?
Why? Why must I endure the pain I'm in?