Gloomy day (feat. Flair)

This night looks so beautiful
Sights of the city from car Window
Nf s playing like its ritual
Driving slow around the hood It looks so mystical
I might write this in my book How was my day
Pretty usual
Got no plans to go home
Imma Stan of my zone
Got no issues with anyone
But I like staying alone
I do this several times generally To calm my mind
I find a way at dawn or 9 at Night that's how I feel
Alright
Dayum
I cannot think straight
Thoughts in my head won't stop But when speaking why do I Hesitate
I guess pen and paper is what it Takes
To make you understand why Everyday I feel this way
But how can I believe that youd Really understand
All these songs released by me Were like dust on your sleeves That you dusted with Your Hand
All week long sleeping in a Corner really wasn't my plan
Then I try to be strong and find A pen and paper but I just cant

My eyes getting red and I cant Think straight
Pills on my bed still I'm woke Up all day
Yeah
My eyes getting strained but I'm Still driving driving driving Ohhh
Weird voices in my head I Guess it's my gloomy day
Yeah

I've left things unsolved with Beings I used to be involved
I got no interest to revolve Around people with breast or balls
They call in quest to check if I've evolved
Thinking I'll have zest but false
Molested my thoughts I need Rest
I feel like Rolf
I've been pushing walls trynna Overcome my fear
Sitting on a chair thinking of Breaking all fucking barriers
Pushing down angrily Whenever it appears
Mind made by body numb
Fuck
Is this happening for real

My eyes all red I beg sleep to knock on my door
Believe me
Only way Ill feel relief is when I Start snoring
I swear I'm tired of staring towards clock and window
I can see ain't no one reaching Out to me my phone is dead Also
Stress on the other hand is Killing me
Out for a drive to clear my Mind but this shit still gets to Me
They say gloomy day always leads the road to the cemetery
Loud voices and screams in my head will always be a mystery

My eyes getting red and I cant Think straight
Pills on my bed still I'm woke Up all day
Yeah
My eyes getting strained but
I'm still driving driving driving Ohhh
Weird voices in my head I guess it's my gloomy day
Yeah