FEELINGS
Some things get fixed
Some things stay broken
Maybe that's me and emotions
I lost all control
And went off the grid
I lost every point of focus
It's the late nights that get me
That got me questioning everything
We're the cause of our own problems
And we can't be alone, cause we won't solve 'em
Do I look good for the camera?
Will they see me different when they hear all of the stanzas?
I do a lot of things, I'm not a fan of
It's rеally all a choice, sit down, or just man up
Where can I go?
What can I do?
No motivе gives me nothing to prove
Don't wanna focus on the rates or the views
I got so much to lose
I'm sick of going on the media and seeing everyone else happy
With their friends laughing
Acting like I wasn't in their life
Just another person passing
No betrayal from, rapping
I can't regret what I said
I can't regret what I meant
Hating the path that I lead
Playing it smart, I'm using my head
Things they will never get
When the clock hits twelve, by myself
I'm gone from everyone else
Alone, I can't tell
No help
Just me and emotions I felt
My control is out the window
Memories come and bring hope
Bad days make me lose home
Maybe cause I ain't got no where to go
I rap about the problems only when I'm in my feelings
Nobody hits me up, when I'm stuck, in my feelings
When I'm in my feelings
Only when I'm in my feelings
Lately I feel disconnected
Like I'm not learning a lesson, lesson
For some reason I give bad impressions
And I start losing connections
That's my fault
That's my fault
I shouldn't act weird for you all
I shouldn't be myself for you all
I shouldn't be around you all
People I was close to throwing parties and never invite me
I never got, why don't they like me
They was never in the place to try and guide me, find me
I try too much
Or I don't try enough
I feel like I am stuck
Running out of people I can trust
Bad friends, jealousy, enemies
Helping me
No you don't
I'm stuck in the deep end
And I just keep sinking down and down so low
I need you to go
I need you to leave me alone
I feel the music inside of my soul
Maybe I'm turning to ghost
Maybe my heart is too cold
It can be a song
Or a bad day
But at night I'm in my phase
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna act
I just wanna vent this out of my brain
So I'll pray
Then rap
Tryna get this out of my way
I'll do what it takes
As long as eventually I can feel safe
I rap about the problems only when I'm in my feelings
Nobody hits me up, when I'm stuck, in my feelings
When I'm in my feelings
Only when I'm in my feelings
My feelings hold everything that keep me up late at night in my bed
Going through old memories thinking what I should've done and said
No matter what though there's nothing I can do to change that past event
All I can do is rap about the problems and get it all out of my head
I rap about the problems only when I'm in my feelings
Nobody hits me up, when I'm stuck, in my feelings
When I'm in my feelings
Only when I'm in my feelings
(Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa)
(Whoa, Whoa)
(Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa)
(Whoa, Whoa)