Trust Issues

Don’t worry!
I’m here to listen!
Do you trust me?

Another day, another fight
And challenges are the happenings in my life
Ain't sure about ‘till when can I go out and stand
For all the things that shading at my light
I really wanna to tell somebody
About my problems in my life
But didn't wanted to add up to the baggages of their lives
Though I know
One thing is for sure
At least I have done some things that I'll be proud of

Though I wanna realize that
I don't have to keep it to myself
Talk to someone else
Not just for myself all alone
But oh, lately it's been so hard
To find someone to be a shelf
That'll keep a secret going on and on, oh

I don't have to always share my feelings afterall
(No need to share) No need to share all my thoughts
(All my thoughts then be trolled) So I won’t be trolled
(I do understand) I do appreciate all your help
(That some just wanna help me get)
(Through all the things I've been)
(Through it all and all and all) Through it all but
(But still I couldn't give some of my trust) Yeah!

(Then now?)
As of now I am so conflicted
About my heart and mind
For they would not just go and get along
I know they both made sense
But both have different ends
Giving the trust issues that I have now oh
Mmm I hope I can tell somebody
‘Bout all of the things in my mind
I know I only stop myself
(Stop myself from sharing my thoughts)
Reluctantly trembling in myself

But oh, lately it's been so hard
To find someone to be a shelf
That'll keep a secret going on and on oh!

I don't have to always share my feelings after all
(No need to share) No need to share
(All my thoughts then be trolled) Trolled
I do understand that some just wanna
Help me get through all the things I've been
(Through it all and all and all) Through it all
(But still I couldn't give some of my trust) my trust!

Still couldn’t give my trust!
Ooh, still I couldn’t give my trust!
Still I couldn’t give some of my trust!

Though I wanna realize that
I don't have to keep it to myself
Talk to someone else
Not just for myself all alone
But oh, lately it's been so hard
To find someone to be a shelf
That'll keep a secret going on and on, oh

I don’t have to always share!
(I don't have to always share my feelings after all)
My thoughts!
(No need to share all)
No need to share my thoughts!
(My thoughts then be trolled)
To be just trolled!
I do understand that some just wanna help
(Me get through all the things I've been)
(Through it all and all and all)
(But still I couldn't give some of my trust)

I don’t have to always!
(I don't have to always share my feelings after all)
Share my thoughts!
(No need to share all)
But still I couldn’t give my trust!
(My thoughts then be trolled)
I do understand that some just wanna help

Oh God just please help me get rid of this
Trust issues inside myself ‘cause
I’m so tired of being alone, alone!