Background

Chorus x2

I'm tryna stay up but I can see it falling down
Tryna stay afloat I don't wanna drown
I ain't here to entertain I am not a clown
I'm tryna get the dollar tryna get the pound

Verse 1

Yeah im still smoking loud
Stopped chilling with a crowd
I'm working on my happiness and making my mum proud
Hate seeing my dad frown
Hate being called a gypsy coz i'm from a different background
And my dads skins slight brown
Disrespect me once you wont see me coming back round
Tryna buy a house with land I don't wanna lack ground
Need to find a lightskin girl with her back round
From a different background
That can put me in my place that can make me back down
That can give me a natural high I will never tap brown
Fuck a needle
I'm deep searching for myself while I'm ducking people
I know their watching through their screens like a real life sequel
This is what I recall my life's been mad
Then shit got even worse and it turned out a little sad
Now im tryna get the bag but i aint here to brag
I just wanna tell my story just so u can understand how the fuck am i still standing

Chorus x2

I'm tryna stay up but I can see it falling down
Tryna stay afloat I don't wanna drown
I ain't here to entertain I am not a clown
I'm tryna get the dollar tryna get the pound

Verse 2

Standing
Ten days in a glass box but they making me wait on the landing
I ain't even on a gang ting
Just coz I'm speaking kinda Latin
They tryna make me hold my breath but my lung's expanding
Listen mister judge its all a missunderstanding
This isnt what I had planned in yeah I had it planned out
Always splashing money just so I can stand out
I ain't taking handouts
Always having mad doubts
I really need to snap out
And turn my life back round
Come a long from a place where were lighting candles coz we having blackouts
They don't like me now but I'm sure they'll come back round
And I couldn't give two shits I just wanna stack pound
Then I get into position and I start with a sound
Check do a little light set
When you hear me on the mic you better know that I'm a live threat
I need to find a wife yeah I'm done with the side chicks
One that can cook a good meal don't want a high sket
Couple years later knew her intentions but I ain't baited out her lies yet
She had more faces than I have channels on my sky set
It was probably her ass that just kept making my mind wet

Chorus x2

I'm tryna stay up but I can see it falling down
Tryna stay afloat I don't wanna drown
I ain't here to entertain I am not a clown
I'm tryna get the dollar tryna get the pound