I Will

You can't be the greatest, bitch, that’s my middle name!
& You can't be competitive cuz you don’t even play this game
You'd rather give away some brains & I'd rather hit the trains-
Landmarks with the blades. I'm stellar, I'm amazing
Kush, stress, fuck it, what we blazing?
I don’t really give a fuck today cuz lately
I'm pretty broke, & I ain't laughing at the jokes
That I usually would. Misunderstood

Everybody thinks I'm mean, I'm a bitch, I'm conceited, got me twisted
Call me out my name cuz I'm twisted
Had too much to drink & I'm pist as I vomit in the sink
Lock the door, I'm in tears. Drinking more every year
Keeping up with my peers & I'm pressured to succeed
All my homies like my raps & I'm exactly what we need

To believe that’s there's more to our lives than the streets
My soul is in the beats & my lines are made of keys
Coke, jokes, wannabes, I breathes the palm trees
Sweaty summers, smelly breath, spray it till there's nothing left
Got tips? Stock tips. Sexielove rocked tips
& You can pass the mic to me, homie, I got this!
They keep telling me I'm never gonna make it but I know that I will
& When I make it, I'll come back for you, I promise I still

Remember the days when we’d ditch just to paint in the river
Barefoot in the grime. Aerosol is leaking out my liver
My brain is made of bubbles & my veins are glossy purple
& My visions so diluted, shrooming out, spinning circles
I'm a miracle. 5th element material girl
Living this bacterial world
Soy milk in my cereal
You're imperial to me
Bitch, I'll pass you a venereal disease if you make a mess of me

Bronchitis, stds, I.v. Pumping haiku’s, I got the recipe, the masterpiece
& You chose her over me because disasters tease
I fast on keys. I haven't eaten in 2 days
Put it on blast- its these pills & this white girl, she keeps harassing me
They keep telling me I'm never gonna make it, but I know that I will
And when I make it, ill come back for you, I promise I still