​vanish (held)

[Verse 1]
Tell me, tell me how it got to this point
If you wanted to say it, say it now
I am my enemy and I'll never know why
I keep seeing things out of the corners of my eyes

[Chorus]
How could I be losing touch?
On these days, I don't feel much
Act like you have nothing to lose
The mountains that I had to move

[Post-Chorus]
I don't think you care at all
Least my skin starts to crawl, I forget I'm alive
I sound so menial, it wasn't worth it
I dig too deep and never learn
You're only dizzy 'cause you took too much
Go away, go away
Your hands are always in my head
Pulling strings, randomly

[Verse 2]
I am my enemy, I think that I know why
I saw something I shouldn't have
It's burned into my mind

[Chorus]
How could I be losing touch?
On these days, I don't feel much
Act like you havе nothing to lose
The mountains that I had to move

[Post-Chorus]
I don't think you carе at all
Least my skin starts to crawl, I forget I'm alive
I sound so menial, it wasn't worth it
I dig too deep and never learn
I'm only dizzy when I drink too much
Go away, go away
I don't want this in my head
Everyday, everyday

[Chorus]
I think that I'm losing touch
On these days, I don't feel much
Act like you have nothing to lose
And the mountains that I had to move