Love Hurts

To my first love I gave it everything
An empty promise with a wedding but we never stayed
But its okay cause the past just had to contemplate
Love can misdirect the heart especially when it loves to hate
Uh and I hate that I could never see the bitterness I placed in me
I hate that I just wasn't free
Stuck up in my ignorance I hate that I was feeling it
Just know that god been healing it
Just know that god been healing it
Time will tell if I did change
I'm sorry for the mess I've made
You've payed the price for pain I gave
I learned my life was not okay
Time will tell if I did move
I'm sorry that I hurt you to
My mind was way to young for you
But now I know who holds your truth
To my last love I haven't met you yet
I've been focused on the vision just to make you blessed
I've been grinding on my muscle so I had to stretch
Thinking about the exes in my past and knowing why I left
Maybe I need some confidence maybe I need a lot of it
Maybe we need a space just to head back to the start of it
Sometimes I've been dreaming lucid with loose lips
I'm clueless to the reasons why I haven't met you
I've spent time so I can change me
My life was hard for friends that know me
Sometimes I run to things that don't help
It burns in my heart I feel I'm in hell
Time will tell if I did change
I'm sorry for the mess I've made
You've payed the price for pain I gave
I learned my life was not okay
Time will tell if I did move
I'm sorry that I hurt you to
My mind was way to young for you
But now I know who holds your truth