Lone Wolf

Biggest barer from my side of town
Used to ride around and tell em take my number write it down
Why cos I supplied the pow like it was a grime renowned
Track, I'd double back and tell me I could give em time on loud

The only man within my area to give the youts
A chance I really put em on it ain't on me they didn't move
Used to sit em down and tell em of my vision to
Be giving them the line if they could prove they wasn't flipping fools

Ah well they never did and now I'm long out
Tryna put this song out, them man they're just on clout
See em doing shit we always did when we was monged out
Yeah I used to gas it too but now its a just a wrong shout

I'm 31, assertive on the things I stand for
Spittin all this pain up out my mouth like its a cracked jaw
Now I'm only riding for my God like I'm on Hacksaw
Ridge and now I live by what I think is gonna add more

Love into World because the hate it only ate me up
I'm just tryna "get it right" like 80's funk
Take me up on any offer there's an opportunity to make a link
And I ain't even talking money bro I'm talking waking up

And I don't mean the woke type tryna push this false hype
Talking revolution but it's tragic in their own life
So they aim for relevance its evident there's no sight
They can't see cos largely they're in their own mind

Uh gotta find a way of finding out
The only way a man is getting humbled is by pride and now
More time if they ain't got some real ones to tie em down
They never learn their lesson and its pressure for them like a hound

Ah I'm too nice I know they miss the play
Like tryna get into the bed before ya'v ever kissed ya date
Know it's only time until I blow like when ya'v lit a flame
But I ain't gonna sit and wait I'd like my slice of flipping cake

I'm spitting Jay no Z like I was inna biz
Really did, all the shit I nod to like back in the mix
Me I'm like a wolf but I ain't fucking with you little pigs
The opposite of DJs inna Covid I don't mix in cribs

I like my own time always been alone like
I was rapping on my own before they ever known grime
13 sat up in my room spending my whole time
Skipping back my Panasonic walkman tryna flow right

Obsessive is my go to
Feeling pain until I learn is suttin that I go through
Man have got depression and they don't move
Me I've never had that but I've been in the depths of it I'll show you

Imagine that you have to drink but every time ya do
Its doesn't numb, you don't forget ya just project inside ya room
If you ain't out and causing loads of drama you're all on ya own
Ya don't want no one there but when they're not ya stalking on ya phone

Ya I see I talk about alone a lot cos it is all I know
I could have everyone around me but I still won't call it home
I never knew what real love is till I met who I'm with now
And even then it took me time to just accept that she was down

I guess I like the darkness, I guess I'm used to broken
I guess I'm kinda heartless, cos I ain't new to ghosting
I guess I fight regardless, cos I've been bruised and scolded
Bro when times are hard that's when you're truley moulded