Do You Hate Me

[Chorus]
Do you hate me?
Do you want me gone tomorrow?
Do you hate me?
Do I weigh you down in sorrow?
Do you hate me?
Am I in the way of your rainbow?

[Verse 1]
I knew we had it rough, you could say
But I never thought it would be this way
Thinking about you makes me ache
Knowing that I hurt you keeps me awake
I wanna go back and fix this mistake
But cold hard reality will make me break
Chilling waves crashing on my feet
Losing my mind, I can hardly eat
I know deep down I'll let this repeat
Darkness settles in, do I accept defeat?
I can still feel your missing presence
Fighting four stages cuz there's no acceptance
I'll never get over pain I inflicted
I cause so much hurt, I guess I'm addicted
I ruined everything just as I predicted
All the nice things I said were contradicted

[Chorus]
Do you hate me?
Do you want me gone tomorrow?
Do you hate me?
Do I weigh you down in sorrow?
Do you hate me?
Am I in the way of your rainbow?

[Verse 2]
God, forgive me for my biggest sin
Regret and agony crawling through my skin
Cold and alone on my darkest day
Won't the angels come take me away?
Numb to the pain, yet hurt so much
I'll never be forgiven, it seems as such
I'd give everything to make this right
If I could've saved you, I could sleep at night
I've lost my train of thought to the hurricane
There ain't a single thing that can numb the pain
All I can do is solemnly soak in the rain
And live a dull life till the devil takes my brain
All I can do is solemnly soak in the rain
And live a dull life till the devil takes my brain