December nights

[Verse 1]
It’s always cold, but worse in December
‘Cause I’m always trying to remember
The pain so that I can say that I’m sad
People say I’m not a good person for doing that
But isn’t that what everyone does

[Chorus]
These nights are lonely, and I miss you
Some nights I want to kiss you
But then I remember what I went through
These nights are lonely, and I want you

[Verse 2]
Your friend came to my house to check on me
But the person she was talking to was not me
I died months ago, my body’s just hidden
It sounds like a joke, but you know I was never kiddin’

[Bridge]
I slit my wrists open wide
So there’s nothing to hide
I’m a loser and deserve the pain
This is not a game

[Chorus]
These nights are lonely, and I miss you
Some nights I want to kiss you
But then I remember what I went through
These nights are lonely, and I want you