Olivia

[Verse 1]
I saw you at the dance, in your new dress
I would’ve talked to you, but I’m a mess
I was gonna ask you out, but I was scared
Sometimes I wish I could declare (my love, to you)

[Chorus]
Oh, how could you fall in love me, a
Boy that can’t even commit to us, Olivia
I want you to find someone that can commit
To what you want, I can’t, I’ve done it
Zero times but I know I’ll fail, I’m too scared
I’m too scared of messing it up, the stairs
Go both ways, so I can leave or stay
I would be with you any day
But I can’t

[Verse 2]
I don’t know how to love, never did it before
I don’t know if I want to love anymore
I’ve been hurt by people I don’t know
I used to share my еmotions, now I’m cold
Life is an endless cyclе of messing up
Everyone’s ahead of me, I’m not catching up
There’s only one girl who can save me

[Chorus]
Oh, how could you fall in love me, a
Boy that can’t even commit to us, Olivia
I want you to find someone that can commit
To what you want, I can’t, I’ve done it
Zero times but I know I’ll fail, I’m too scared
I’m too scared of messing it up, the stairs
Go both ways, so I can leave or stay
I would be with you any day
But I can’t

[Bridge]
I know I’m a terrible person
My problems are starting to worsen
I can’t talk to girls
I want to leave this world
Put a gun to my chin
Or cut my intestines
Deal with the pain
It’ll still feel the same
Nothing will change
But I want us to date
And we can’t do that if I’m dead
I want to cut off my head
But I want to give you my heart
I’ll let you tear it apart
I’ll do anything for you
I’ll do anything for you

[Chorus]
Oh, how could you fall in love me, a
Boy that can’t even commit to us, Olivia
I want you to find someone that can commit
To what you want, I can’t, I’ve done it
Zero times but I know I’ll fail, I’m too scared
I’m too scared of messing it up, the stairs
Go both ways, so I can leave or stay
I would be with you any day
But I can’t