BEEN DISTANT

Lately, I've been thinking; fuck whatever I'm thinking
MIA since the winter
Give a fuck about how I'm feeling
Pissed off, I'm bitter
No shit, I've been distant
Old friends think I miss them
What the fuck do you think that I'm living for?
Fuck the places I've been before
I'm trying to go where I can't go
Outside, but I've been involved
In spotlight and shadow
Heatin' up, gotta keep it cold
Got the goal, what's the plan though
Cook up till it pans out
Know exactly who I am, oh

Oh, I hear you're fond of letting go
So let go
So let go of that shit
Just let go of that shit
Let go of that shit
Just let go of that shit

Look, I love you, but I hate this
I switched up and I changed on em
Speeding through faces
But I still wanna be famous
Gettin' sick of all of my playlists
It's been a second, I've waited
Half the time, can't even play shit
Yeah, half- uh

I've spent like five summers in my bedroom
What the fuck am I even into
Duck out like I tend to
Need my own seat, I want leg room
Pissed off and bitter
No shit, I've been distant
Old friends think I miss them
What the fuck do you think that I'm living for