Smile for Now

Verse 1)
No one's ever leaving!
No, I can't believe it
Cover up the reason;
I don't want to feel it
Censoring the truth:
Yeah, you know that's what I do

Wellington, getting inside my skin
Like I've been swimming in that poison
Memory, used to be
But it took a spin
Cleverly, enemies
Got control again

Bridge)
And they bare those teeth
Crooked they come
What the world can't see
Feeling that numb
Smile for now

Chorus)
No joy can keep me happy
The few forever lonely
Smile for now

Blend in between the liars
I'm dancing in the choir
Smile for now

Verse 2)
Listen to your doctor
Medicating monsters
I should've waited
Sedated
The way we made it
I, I was mistaken
Creating a life we hated

I don't believe in "alone"
Reconstruct
What the hell have I done
To fix emotions up
With a pill, like a gun
But I've had enough
These are my symptoms

Bridge)
And they bare those teeth
Crooked they come
What the world can't see
Feeling that numb
Smile for now

Chorus)
No joy can keep me happy
The few forever lonely
Smile for now

Blend in between the liars
I'm dancing in the choir
Smile for now

Verse 3)
You can't feed who you can't see
Coming
A happy face, but I can't keep
Running
What can I do? What can I say?
What can I do? What can I say?
Sinking, but the joy does nothing
I might bleed, but at least it's something
What can I do? What can I say?
What can I do? What can I say?
What can I do? What can I say?
What can I do? What can I say?
What can I do? What can I say?
What can I do?

Chorus)
No joy can keep me happy
The few forever lonely
Smile for now

Blend in between the liars
I'm dancing in the choir
Smile for now