Red Dragon Wishes

All the possibilities
Things you can pick up and look beneath
Just watch your step
Don't fall between the blanks in your memory
There's an anchor sinking in the sound of a sense of lack that follows you around
Years went by but I know it don't matter what you think of me

I'm awake; don't let me go back to sleep
Like a fugitive who just quit running
Who found out there's no where to escape
Some mistakes can't be undone
It will never be like it was
Wishing for it only makes it worse

There's some demons waiting down south
Some kind of confederate ghost
It holds me close shows me the way to go
Until I'm sure I'm lost
I built a workshop to find myself
Where I can dig in the corners climbing spider webs
It's a polaroid cemetery of every look you've ever given me

I'm awake; don't let me go back to sleep
Like a fugitive who just quit running
Who found out there's no where to escape
Some mistakes can't be undone
It will never be like it was
Wishing for it only makes it worse

Keep on riding capture feeling
It's an outline of a real connection
Treat your desires as what they are
Imposters and lonely invitations

Some mistakes can't be undone
It will never be like it was
Wishing for it only makes it worse