Backseat

I can feel your body in the backseat, I wanna dig in your eyes, baby, I just don't want to let you down
Ayo Jeffery, this one broke my heart
Look, I'm just chillin' in the backseat, lookin' in her eyes
I wanna tell her how I'm feelin' but emotions in disguise

I'm tryna keep it deep by bein' me and look in her eyes
And tell her bout the things that's on my brain and kill her with my smile
But I can't lie, I been sweatin' though, been trippin' bout lettin' go
I know I got feelings but I swear I ain't been hurt before

I'm feelin' like a gangster, how I'm fallin' but stayin' close
Emotions had me trippin' but I know what I'm feelin' though
Tryna come back from the past and stack my money from the future
Was trippin' bout some things but I swear that's just what I'm used to

My problems had me fallin', askin' God to come and use me
I know you heard my prayers, I'm puttin' my all into this news
Outta sight is outta mind, vultures pickin' at my mind
And I can't waste no time with people that ain't up for all they grind

Cause I got bigger dreams, chasin' bigger things inside this lifetime
Learned that my pain was just takin' from my lifeline
Talented by God but somehow I'm abusin
The gifts that I been givin' cause I'm out there choosin

I made the wrong decisions, now I'm stuck in the doozy
I let my pain go and now it's inside my music
I'm rollin' diamond games and palm trees tryna take flight
I'm in the house and makin' plays just tryna get my life right

I'm buildin' blocks and makin' stairs and now I'm on the fifth
Like I'm the dopest girl up on the block and now we finna get right
The only thing that makes sense is when you start to come around
And I was trippin' bout some things but I'm happy with what I found

Cause I was stranded on the island, cryin' on the ground
Till you came and picked me up and turned my frown to a smile
And I be up against myself when the voices be talkin
And you be helpin' when I'm feelin', I sit and be coughin

I'm steady thinkin' bout the times you felt bad and you called me
And I was happy every time you got up and came solve me
And you the only thing that matter, ain't no king without the queen
I'm steady talkin' to myself and sayin' ain't no in between

Take her on the world, you know, treat her like a queen
Standin' by her side, protect her heart just like a king