Let Go to Grow

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

Stuck in the crib
Won't come out for shit
I think they call that depression
You second guessing your worth

All because somebody got you hurt
From the outside looking in you might think I'm all in the mix
Really I'm just waiting on something that's authentic
I don't wanna to do this no more

Every time you open up I close my doors
I'm not sure I'm ready for this
Reminiscing on my past
Got me afraid of commitment

I want this to last forever
I don't wanna fall short like my parents
I wanna foundation
I just wanna take care of my family

I don't wanna be famous
If this is God's plan then I need some patience
If this is God's plan then I need some patience

I had to let some things go so I could grow
I had to let some people go
Some names I know longer know
I had to let some things go so I could grow
I had to let some people go
Some names I know longer know

Yeah I keep going through it
Wouldn't know what to do if I didn't have this music
Might take my own life if I couldn't talk to this mic
Got no one to talk to that's why I'm distant

Feel like nobody would notice if I went missing
Maybe that's true or maybe I'm trippin
Life been fucked up so I question my existence
So many wounds in my back

Been hurt so many times I'm starting to look like my dad
Gotta make it so I can give that man a break
If you wanna grow then you have to make some mistakes
Been stuck in my old ways, but I'm tryna change

Keep telling myself its gon' be okay
Keep telling myself this is all temporary pain
Even when I'm not straight, I'm straight
Keep to myself

Thats what I know
I'm okay with being on my own
Its just me, myself and this microphone

I had to let some things go so I could grow
I had to let some people go
Some names I know longer know
I had to let some things go so I could grow
I had to let some people go
Some names I know longer know