Wonder

Sometimes I wonder why I came
I never wanted to play your game
You were the one that ran from home
And being alone is all I've known
When I was young, I had my dreams
Things I hoped I would achieve
Hardened by the day-to-day
Aspiration slipped away

And I wonder
And I wonder

We were both left on our own
Just a boy but forced to grow
Here and gone without a word
And all our pain was left unheard
It wasn't long before she passed
It took her tight within its grasp
Helpless as she withered away
I blame you even to this day

And I wonder
And I wonder
And I wonder
And I wonder

I know these words you'll never hear
But they've burdened me for all these years
I stand at your grave as your son
And this time around you cannot run
I chose these words with tender care
But all I can do now is sit and stare
I no longer wonder why you did what you did
It speaks for itself you worthless shit