Goodbye

I guess there's nothing left to do, wish I'd never laid my eyes on you
maybe I'd find another way, someone besides myself to hate
Behind a wall of guilt I see me on my knees for sympathy
trying to make this right inside my mind and lies are all I find

I could not feel I don't know why it hurt's too much to look inside
and make it right my god I've tried,
I can't live with this pain another day
I could not see the truth through stupid lies and misspent youth
and now there's no more time

Maybe I don't know what love is
But I know i have to say goodbye

You say it's all been left to chance,
I'm sorry I can't take that dance
you've left me with no balls and with no pride
So here's what's left inside
Fuck you and your sympathy, you are still a part of me
I want to rip you out so I can be without pain,
Without hope and without love

But I can't escape the truth,
I look back on lies and misspent youth
and now there's no more time

Maybe I don't know what love is
But I know i have to say goodbye

fuck you and fuck me too...