Human

This thing it lives in me rotting from the inside
I am diseased. I want to give it to you.
I don't want to hurt you but I do...I must.
I think I'm dead inside. I think you are too. I think too much.

Why won't it go away? Why can't I think clear?
Why can't I not think at all? Why can't I just finish it, whining bitch.

Lies, illusions, hope that transforms into pain.
Through the night my body sweats in the arms of my regret...
expectations never met.

Human I am human I am worthless I am weak
trapped inside this rotting carcass I create my own defeat
I am human I am

My love, my salvation all I can give you is pain
I lie but you don't hear, I hate but you don't fear
I am diseased, I am impure, I am human

Human I am human I am worthless I am weak
trapped inside this rotting carcass I create my own defeat
I am human I am

This is not what they said it would be, nobody said it would feel this way.
A child of lies, insincereity, use and uselessness
User, Abuser, King of fools...

Don't hate me because I hate you.
You're not what you should be or I wouldn't have to do this to you.
That must be it, it must be...I'm not to blame