I Won't Call

Honestly, I've hit my rock bottom so many times
And each time I wanted to call you yanno
Like that's how we used to get through things but
It's not the same anymore
So I just can't call you man

I won't call you bae
Til I die and fall
Though I miss you
I won't call til I fall
It hurts me inside that I can not change
I'm smoking too much so I can't feel my pain
These one night stands make me go insane
I'm wondering why that I can not save
The love that we had so it won't turn blank
Lost in the stars when I look at your gaze
But maybe that was all that was stuck in my brain
And nothing in the hole that you done damn made

I know that you see me when you close your eyes
It's gon be okay I know you're scared of the dark
I know you cry all the time on your ones
The past is in the past so that means you're done
Remind yourself of the scars that you overcome
Don't keep on drifting from your soul gotta move on
Baby you just gotta move on
And I can't understand and I
Won't fall again will I
Hold yo damn hand cuz I
Don't wanna miss this chance
I realized this the end, and I hope the best for you
Nothing but success for you, and no regrets for me

I won't call you bae
Til I die and fall
Though I miss you
I won't call til I fall
It hurts me inside that I can not change
I'm smoking too much so I can't feel my pain
These one night stands make me go insane
I'm wondering why that I can not save
The love that we had so it won't turn blank
Lost in the stars when I look at your gaze
But maybe that was all that was stuck in my brain
And nothing in the hole that you done damn made

Yeah I'm just tryna move on
These bitches gon come make me chose one
I'm sorry I can't fuck with you nuissance
You're ruining the vibe my existence
Pass by the hate with drugs so I down it like liquor cuz I be sipping
Bitches be hating I'm sorry that I can't hide none of my demons
This is for the ones with the broken souls lost in the abyss tryna get out
This for the ones who thought that love was forever but learnt that it ends so much closer
And forever is never and nothing is something, your words are tangled together
You say that you were fine, but we both know it ain't fine, love get so much harder

I won't call you bae
Til I die and fall
Though I miss you
I won't call til I fall
It hurts me inside that I can not change
I'm smoking too much so I can't feel my pain
These one night stands make me go insane
I'm wondering why that I can not save
The love that we had so it won't turn blank
Lost in the stars when I look at your gaze
But maybe that was all that was stuck in my brain
And nothing in the hole that you done damn made

Yeah you done damn made
And I'm so lost in my brain and I'm tryna relay
I'm tryna send you this damn message yeah no escape
I'm so damn lost in the sauce I can not explain