Stuck.

Sometimes I wanna fucking die inside my mind
I can't take the pressure of living this fucking life
I feel I'm going day to day living a fucking lie
And the shit I see wit my eyes, is contradicting me inside

I feel I'm eating away inside of my soul
Breaking down my heart and it's digging a fucking hole
I feel I'm stuck inside of this purgatory, I know
And it's taking it's fucking tole, on my mental before I fold

I feel depressed and obsessed
With things that are less than me
Always testin me
And expecting a fucking mess of me
Feel they're always pressing me
Always fucking addressing me
Swear to god that it's stressing me
Til they get me to press my knees

On that fucking podium
Just worry bout your sodium
I see you taking opium
You bitter old FUCK
Why can't you just act appropriate

Remember sitting all together, now nobody's there
Had left us and nobody even fucking cared
I'm all alone now and I guess that's what I fucking feared
All alone inside my thoughts and now I'm sounding weird
I guess I'm driving too drunk and I think I better steer
Otherwise I'll fucking crash and then I'll dissapear
You won't find my body cause your body wasn't here
Stuck inside this darkness and the light will never clear
Maybe I could save myself, just take me back some years
Or maybe I can fix it using my brain hemispheres
But it seems that nothing works, it made it crystal clear
I'm not getting better, the damage is too severe