Tribulations

Heart breaks and tribulations
That taught me patience
Chasin' after love
Got me feelin' like I’m racin'
I Hate this, feelin' inside
Cause it don’t make sense
Dangerous, mixin' all these drugs
That I been facin'
Lacin', liquor with some lean
Now I feel wasted
I hate this, feelin' inside
Cause I can’t change it
Wasted, all my time with you
Now my heart tainted
She said that she loved me
But I guess she was just fakin'
(It feel like I'm fadin')
I been in pain
I been in pain
I been in pain
Goin' insane
Goin' insane
Goin' insane
Sick of the games
Sick of the games
Sick of the games
Know I gotta change
I gotta change
I gotta change
But who am I kiddin'
It’s prolly good riddance
She was all cap
Like she stuck to the ceilin'
Left me with scars
I’m in need of some healin'
Gas help the pain
But codeine numb the feelin'
Dirty my sprite
Now it’s blurrin' my vision
Bitch play yo role
We both know you the villain
Fucked all my bro's
When you said you was chillin'
Ain’t got no bro's
But you still went and did it
And you got upset
When I made you admit it
Filled me with lies
Now I don’t wanna listen
You said you loved me
But really you didn’t
Ask everyday
What could I have done different
Hand on the bible
With God as my witness
If karma’s a bitch
Imma make sure you get it
Ain’t showin' no mercy
Bitch ain’t no forgiveness
Fucked up all yo chances
So you can forget it
Don’t call me tomorrow
And say that you miss me
I’m trynna forget you
So please just forget me
I thought I knew pain
But this shit really hit me
My heart so cold
So I smoke like a chimney
Swear you the devil
Know just how to temp me
I played yo games
Cause I thought you was with me
I put in 100
To make up yo 50
I fed yo soul
But you turned 'round and bit me
Told me you loved me
Then turned round and dissed me
Really fucked up
How yo ass went and did me
Demon agenda
Yo ass went and tricked me
Pray to God every night
Why he let yo ass get me
Now I might OD
All this lean in my kidney
Perc hit like a shotty
This shit really kicked me
I’m outta my body
My spirit uplifting
Too fucked up at parties
So I'm never friendly
Pulled up with Ashaunti
Then left with a Brittany
These niggas can't copy
So they just gon' envy
If I act outta pocket
I hope you forgive me
I take drugs like a hobby
And that shit gon' end me
Heart breaks and tribulations
That taught me patience
Chasin' after love
Got me feelin' like I’m racin'
I Hate this, feelin' inside
Cause it don’t make sense
Dangerous, mixin' all these drugs
That I been facin'
Lacin', liquor with some lean
Now I feel wasted
I hate this, feelin' inside
Cause I can’t change it
Wasted, all my time with you
Now my heart tainted
She said that she loved me
But I guess she was jus fakin'