Used To Love You

I got a secret
And I been hiding it
Hurting myself, hurting myself, hurting myself
From all this fighting it

I've been reelin'
Losing my mind at night
Staying awake, staying awake, staying awake
Even when I try

I feeling like I'm going crazy
Don't know what to do
'Cause I used to love
Used to love, used to love you

I'm running 'round in circles
Tryna find the words to say
I could live the lie it wouldn't matter either way
'Cause I can't deny the truth
Even if I wanted to

Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
I used to love, used to love you (oh, oh-oh oh)
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
I used to love, used to love you (oh, oh-oh oh)

Would you notice?
Would you even care?
You never been, you never been, you never been
Self-aware

I feeling like I'm going crazy
Don't know what to do
'Cause I used to love
Used to love, used to love you

I'm running 'round in circles
Tryna find the words to say
I could live the lie it wouldn't matter either way
'Cause I can't deny the truth
Even if I wanted to

Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
I used to love, used to love you (oh, oh-oh oh)
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
I used to love, used to love you (oh, oh-oh oh)

Why do the ones we love hurt us the most?
Why does it take so long to know to let go?

I feeling like I'm going crazy
Don't know what to do
'Cause I used to love
Used to love, used to love you

I'm running 'round in circles
Tryna find the words to say
I could live the lie it wouldn't matter either way
'Cause I can't deny the truth
Even if I wanted to

Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
I used to love, used to love you (oh, oh-oh oh)
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
I used to love, used to love you (oh, oh-oh oh)

Why do the ones we love hurt us the most?
Why does it take so long to know to let go?