March, 17th

You know before risha died a nigga ain't really know how pain felt
Before Henrisha left I remember how that pain felt
Even pain pills couldn't take away how that pain felt
That's real shit, Long live nuk, Jay too
Look, Ain't been to sleep in bout a week i'm steady chasing money
I told my ex how could I love her she can't do shit for me
I told my niggas in the pen that them packs Coming
I lost my auntie die a month ago I'm feeling funny
Feeling real funny trying not to cry
Never played about my family, They know I'll slang that iron
Me and all my niggas cary sticks but we ain't blind
Put that metal to his head call that nigga Einstein
Damn my auntie Just lost her daughter think she going crazy
My uncle falling out in a jail cell that boy can't take it
My granny keep crying her eys out I swear I hate it
You see me I want revenge yea I fucking said it
Get that lajuan they gon hate regardless
Fuck it I might buy more jewelry they like I'm a Artist
On the gram, When I step you know I step the hardest
Mama told me put that money up boy you a target, Damn
They don't even know how that pain felt
How that pain feel, My ol'boy caught 35 that pain still here
Sometimes I catch my mom crying wishing he was here
Separation my biggest fear, Losing family my only fear
Ralf I want this watch right here
I might buy this car cash, Think I want this bitch right here
Blowing money on everything
Just to shake the way I feel
20 On my neck' Niggas plotting, Probably want me killed
40 On my hip nigga what I'm gone do, I can't let a nigga do me like they did Nuk
The day I meet his killer probably make it on the news, And it'll be worth it dawg I ain't Perfect nooo
Yea, Get that sack
Ha, you know all my L's come with V's attached
Yea, Spend that shit today I bet I make it back
Can't take that shit back nigga cause it went like that, I hate it went like that
I said before Henrisha left I remember how that pain felt
Even pain pills couldn't take away how that pain felt, That's real shit