Istilldontwannafixit

[Verse 1]
Don’t wanna be the type to cop out or lie about it
See I’ll miss you and that’s just being real with you
Cause god damn, you went and gone to my head
We’re waking up face down, and I’m too deep to amend
Cause I didn’t wanna fix it, it’s fucked up, right?
And all I hear you say self-control is the real fight
Down in the dirt, I’m pathetic and worked
Another game face, so I can bury its birth
See as a bad mother fucker, I been known to take charge
To step away from us, best believe it was hard
I fell in love with feeling, and the rush you brought a fiend in
Often fed the BS, while WE resurrected demons
Can I preach and get an amen, well amen right?
I’m praying to the skies as if answers come from sunshine

[Verse 2]
So let it shine, let it shine on me
I’ll never trust in god, to cure my self-defeat
Cause this is my doing, my mistakes, and my routine
I put me in position where I need to be free
And I know it, I know it, I need to, need to take the blame
I danced with you, my devil, you’re my everything
So uh, oh my, my, how did we get this far?
And uh, oh my lord, don’t think I wanna close this door
To shut you out, and leave you behind
But as I’m jotting down these words, it’s clear I made up my mind
I’m sorry