Ghost Town

I think about my death a lot
I wonder if it's actually gon affect a lot
But when the mind commits treason
And lies to you for no reason
And you become your own heathen
You don't connect the dots
I doubt that I'll ever become successful
Going thru the emotions I fancy it pretty stressful
I know that I be neglectful
For all the support that i have and people that listen
But there's still something missing
Fair to say I don't like how I look in the mirror
It's especially hard when they only love the appearance
This my message so I hope you hear it
Cause in my mind I can't seem to clear it
This is everything that I feel like
But I don't think all of these things should feel right
This is everything that I feel like
But I don't think all of these things should feel right
I just wanna die today
Go and forget all of the pain
I'll finally have it my way
Is it right to play it safe
This is everything that I feel like
But I don't think all of these things should feel right
This is everything that I feel like
But I don't think all of these things should feel right
I hate you nigga, you never do nothing right
I hate you nigga you succcumb to darkness and not the light
Why even consider breathing
That life you got has no meaning
Admit it you just been fiening
To stay out of sight
The confidence you displayed was really all just for show
You never treat people right so why you inviting mo'
You never keep family close
You always forget yo dose
But it ain't hard to be you so you reap what you gon sow
This is everything that I feel like
But I don't think all of these things should feel right
This is everything that I feel like
But I don't think all of these things should feel right