Better

Tell me why am I the only one
That's feeling this way and
Why do I have to feel this
I wanna be better not bad
I'm so afraid and I'm so terrified
Of everything inside my mind
I believe that I

I can be better I wanna be better
For you for me for everyone I love
I wanna be better oh
I wanna be better yeah

Don't give up on me
I need you to see
I know I told you too many times
I'm always trying
I'm always trying to survive

My loved ones don't pull your hand away
I need you to stay and I need you everyday
Cause I feel like I'm always lonely either way

I'm always lonely either way
Do you know what's even sad
When you know it's broken but you wanna fix it but

You can't have it back
Thinking about things in the past
Thank god it didn't last
All the pain in me
Replaced with the drugs be numb

So I can go fast.
Now I live in my black heart
Cause when it was red
Nobody really appreciate

Tell me why am I the only one
That's feeling this way and
Why do I have to feel this
I believe that I

That I can be better
I wanna be better
For you for me
For everyone that I love
I wanna be better oh oh
I wanna be better